little ugh

things i did yesterday :

1. had a class tutorial
2. practice for pediatric lesson
3. took a rest
4. had a meeting with LKMI's people
5. my eyeglasses was "KEINJAK" by my own foot (hiks, poor u glasses T_T, i'm sorry)
6. went to the mall and the ATM gallery. and u know what, i forgot my wallet in my room.
S*CK!
7. back home and had a phone call with mr. A. and u know what (again), we had a very very damn conversation >,<. aaaaaaarrrrrggghhhhhhh......
8. watched 3 idiots and the princess and the frog until mid night. ah'haa. 3 idiots successed make my eyes just like a "BAKSO" balls -.-" (congratz guys, u're wroooooooockks movie :D)
9. got sleep.
ZzzZzZZZZZzzzzzz..... -.-

~~~~~

behind the scene : i have a practice exam(s) in the next morning, and hell yeah, i didn't study all night. *evil laugh*

the bonus :


hey mr. A,muke lu waktu bayi suka marah2 gini kali ya..
makanya sampe skarang kalo lagi marah nge-gemesin :p
hihihihihihih..

*happy life love laugh*

s*alan

hoooooyyyyyyy...

koneksi internet ngga asyik nih!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MARAH AH



tuh kan, kribo deh eyke ._.


ayolaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh...
banyak deadline niiiiih >,<





>,<

proposaldanSKELEBENHEIT

sore-sore, selepas Ashar.
facebook mode : ONLINE.
facebook mama mode : ONLINE

open conversation by me for the 1st :

me : "ma, nyusun proposal nanti, namaku keluarnya di bagian INTERNA"

mom : "oohh, ALHAMDULILLAH nak :)"

me : " (shock, lalu senyam senyum :D). alhamdulillah ma.. doain lancar yaaa.."

sebelumnya, siang-siang, di kampus nan panas dan ribut nian :

teman A : "kamu namanya keluar dimana?

teman B : "di FISIOLOGI". kamu?"

teman A : "di IKMAS. kamu dimana dew?"

saya : (nyengir dulu) "di INTERNA"
*kedua teman saya keliatannya agak shock!*

teman A : "emang pilihan sendiri? pilihan pertama?

saya : "iya :)"

(cuma emak aye yang dengan santainya bilang "ALHAMDULILLAH", hihihih.. sementara, teman2 agak shock dengernya :D)

~~~~~

saya dan teman2 seangkatan skarang udah sampe ke babak "nyaris akhir" dgn proposal sebagai koncinya :D. awalnya tiap orang mengajukan 3 bagian as their priority for their proposal, setelahnya, fakultas nentuin salah satu dari 3 bagian itu yang bakal kita datangi :D..
and yeeyyyyyy !
skarang nama2 udah keluar di bagian masing2..
dan saayaaaaaaaa...taradattaraaaaaaaaaaaa...
masuk ke bagian "INTERNA" alias Ilmu Penyakit Dalam :)
"ALHAMDULILLAH, congratz to me :)"

itu emang prioritas pertama saya dan saya mau. :)
syukurlah dapet..
emang sih keliatannya susah, tp setelah meng-anamnesis beberapa senior yang udah lulus, mereka bilang, ngga terlalu gimana.. pembimbing2nya jg baek2, penguji2nya pun gitu :)..

so, INTERNA? hayuuuuuuk lahh.. hajaaaar. hahaahhhaha. tapi tetap harus BISMILLAH, karna yang ridhoi teuteuupp Yang Diatas :)..

oke guys, for now until next semester, wish me and absolutely my awe-some friends from FKU UNSRAT 07 get LUCK for this proposal project and (maybe) KKN :).

*we can fight it all, SKLEBENHEIT*


read it, KU 07
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah..
we guys wrooooooooooooooocccckkkkkkkkkk !!!!!!!!!
:D


*saya cinta FKU 07*

bencirokokbanget

hola everyone, saturday lagi yak! weekend kemana niy?
salon?
timezone?
kebun binatang?
mall?
pantai?
gunung?
samudera?
himalaya?
ujung kulon???
*saya mulai ngaco*

just spend ur day at home or lovely room? no problemo peeps.. :)
grab ur coffee or tea and some cookies and then get ready to read this :D

cigarette = rokok

yes, kita akan ngomongin soal rokok kali ini..
rokok emang udah ada sejak saya blom lahir, entah dari kapan yaa..entahlah.. yang pasti, dunia skarang ini, rokok udah jadi hal yang BIASA banget buat orang-orang. ironinya lagi, konsumen rokok skarang bukan cowok doang lho, ngga susah kita nemu CEWE2-IBU2 bahkan ANAK2 DI BAWAH UMUR yang nge-rokok, entah itu di mall, di pasar, atau di tempat2 nongkrong *GAUL*.

GAUL???

kenapa harus di bold?
dan kenapa harus di * *?

gaul punya arti yang luas untuk saya. gaul bisa saja saya sama artikan dengan berteman, bercengkrama, hahaha hihihi bersama. tp bergaul ngga bisa asal-asalan. itulah mengapa saya menghubung-hubungkan gaul dengan merokok. kalo dalam satu lingkungan pergaulan, ada orang atau beberapa orang yang maniak nge-rokok, beberapa orang lainnya akan ikut2an nyobain, atau jadi perokok pasif.

bisa aja gitu yaaa..

atau ngga, ada sugesti yang terpatri (tsaaahh) dalam otak anak2 jaman sekarang, "ngga ngerokok, ngga gaul lo, ngga eksis". dan seperti itulah realitanya sodara-sodara..
adek saya, yang berada di lingkungan "geng yang cukup besar" di gorontalo, ikut2an nyobain rokok dan sekarang malah jadi perokok aktif banget. "

*sungguh ironi :(. sedih*

mereka pasti punya alasan, knp nge-rokok.. cewe2 remaja, mungkin aja tertekan sama orang tuanya, atau bahkan pacarnya. ibu2, kalo yang ini saya ngga habis pikir knp, tapi kali aja lagi stress sama suami dan rumah tangganya..
padahal lho yaaaa, kita bisa banget lari ke hal-hal positif kalo lagi dalam situasi kayak gitu, misal aja coba masak2 (hahahah), karaokean, dll..
:)

kasian banget yaaa.. mereka ngga bisa nge-hargain diri sendiri gitu, mereka ngga sadar kalo sebenarnya mereka lagi nanam bom waktu dalam tubuh mereka.. :(

*sedih*

~~~~~

ayah saya, seorang perokok berat!!!!!!!! :(
udah dari lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........
ngga jarang saya negur, ibu negur, sodara2nya negur, tapi tetep aja, ngga bisa brenti..
@.@
smoga bisa brenti kalo baca postingan saya ini.. hahahahah :D

~~~~~

pernah satu kali dalam angkot,siang2,panas banget, gerah, saya duduk paling blakang, di samping saya ada ibu sama anaknya masih SD, kayaknya si ibu abis jemput anaknya pulang sekolah gitu, trus di depan saya ada om2, dia nge-rokok ngga tau diri!!!!! asapnya ngepul kemana-mana, ckckckckcckck.. dalam hati saya ngumpat, "kalo mau mati, ngga usah ngajak2 donk om, kasian yang ngga ngerokok tapi ikut2an ngirup asap rokok".. @.@
ya ampuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun...




p.s : yang ngerokok, tau diri aja. kasian tuh orang lain...

take care ur body with a good life style, everyone
x.o.x.o

sorry mom

thankyu mom
thankyu for regard me as a mature girl
i really appreciate it deeply
but
sorry mom
i'm not ready yet for "it"
let it flow
please
T_T
i know u love me
i know u devise"it" bcuz u love me
for my future
and
just for make me happy ever after
once again, i really appreciate it deeply
but
let me be my own self
for choose my own way
my own future


yes
you are perfect

i love u mom
i love u

proposal. it's named proposal.

tarik nafas dulu......................buang pelan2.. (soalnya eyke lagi mules bo). hahahhahahahha...
*lho? knp ngomongin mules? liat saja ini. :D

okay (ayolah serius dewy..............ckckcckkckckckck --" ). langsung saja pada topik malam ini sodara-sodara :)..

besok, ohh, no no no.. 6 jam dari skrg, saya harus menentukan 3 pilihan bagian untuk nyusun proposal nanti.. (yeah, kamu ngga salah baca, tenang aja, mata kamu masih normal --')..
betul sekali sodara-sodara sekalian, bulan depan saya akan mulai berkutat dengan si proposal ini..
huwaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh....(mules lagi >,<) !!!!!!!!!!

sejujur jujurnya, sebenar benarnya, saya blom siap nerima besok, lusa atau bulan depan yang isinya sudah pasti FULL of PROPOSAL... huhuhu, tanya kenapa???? karna eyke berasa masih SMA booo' ! hahhahaha, ngga ding, karna saya rasa, ilmu saya belom banyak (astagfirulloh, kenapa saya se pesimis ini ? )...

saya sdh berkonsultasi (tsaaahh...bahasanya) dengan senior2, sdh ada pencerahan siiiiiiiiy.....dan sampe skarang, sdh ada bbrp bagian yg mendominasi :D...
semoga saya tidak salah pilih Ya ALLAH...
amin...


pesan untuk mama papa (yang pasti sudah tidur, dan tidak tau anaknya skarang *nyaris sinting*) : mama, papa, dewy milih interna, kulit, sama forensik yaa... dewy nda bisa milih pediatri gara2 takut sama dekan(pasti mama bilang, *CUPU* kamu, hahahaha).. papa, maaf, pasti dewy minta duit lagi, *sedih*.


p.s : jangan lupa cuci kaki ,cuci tangan, cuci muka, klo bisa gosok gigi, gosok gigi sebelum tidur.. hahahahahah..
:p

wish me luck epribadi ;)
x.o.x.o

may-day

ugh.......
MAY!!!!

i'm in the middle of MAY already. --"
i hate...

why?

to be continued...

new stuff(s)

hellow everyone... long time no see since my last post , yeay.. ! how's life there? hope anything is OK ;)
actually, there's too much story too tell :)..
okay, i'll start from.........................................................

1) remember this post guys? yup... i said that i really2 want LOMO! and look what i've got now:

lomo diana F+

uyeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!!! :D . i bought it from my classmate, yes, it's a second stuff, but still a new one, my friend said, she just open the cover and never use it. she want a super sampler actually, not diana F+,but her brother was wrong when he bought it in jakarta..so, it's mine already ;)..

2) fyi guys, not easy to get the roll film of this "Diana". in manado, no photos studio have it, so i must buy in the other city. and, thankyu for ricalgi my boyfriend, he bought it @makassar.. heeheeh..
and to day, the package just arrived ..here it is :

yesss!!!! ready to "cekrek" !!!! :D

3) hmmm..last stuff :

this old clasic camera isn't mine. but my friend's stuff. she lend it to me coz she know i love photography.. thankyu sweetheart. :)

okay, just wait for the result yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :))

p.s : sorry about my bad grammar, hhuehehehhe :D

x.o.x.o

BIG HAPPY

HOW EXCITED I AM!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOO.......!
(u'll know why tomorrow)

randomize

enjoy this gorgeous pics, people !

sweet smile :)


u know what the special of this pic? yeayyy..cool right?


the kids is so cute. uugghhh :D


and this? romantic right? i want :(


just like the color. hmm


:), i think u know it

all pics take from here


owkay people, i know what's on ur mind..
maybe "hmm..why she post about this?"
or
"the pics is so cool..so?????"
"awesome, but the pics taken by somebody, not by her.."
*hahahha, poor me*

peeps, i really2 loves photography...
i love to take a picture
i love to see all pictures from photographer's albums
and sometimes i love to be the model, hahahaha
but seriously, i want to be a photographer (sounds freak)
i need this one already
or
this
they're so WOW!!!
huuhuhuhu..
i think, start by now, i should save some money to buy one of them...
owkaay..
BISMILLAH..
*semoga kebeli*

AMIIIIIIN...
:)

. (dot)

dear mr. A

lapie

"si LAPIE" is BACK



uyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyy !!!!!

this time

hula .
i just sit on my bed, and browsing anything that can make my mood better..
and..suddenly, my winamp play this song...

Ran into you yesterday
Memories rushed through my brain
It’s starting to hit me
Now you’re not with me
I realized I made a mistake
I thought that I needed some space
But I just let love go to waste
It’s so crystal clear now
That I need you here now
I gotta get you back today

[Chorus]
This time I want it all
This time I want it all
Showing you all the cards
Giving you all my heart
This time I’ll take the chance
This time I’ll be your man
I can be all you need
This time it's all of me

I hit the bar every night
Looking to score a good time
It’s not like I planed it
i'm left empty handed
I’m still alone in my mind
Now what will it take to feel right
Can I come see you tonight?
Is there someone new now?
What can I do now?
Cuz I need you back by my side


[Chorus]
This time I want it all
This time I want it all
Showing you all the cards
Giving you all my heart
This time I’ll take the chance
This time I’ll be a man
I can be all you need
This time is all of me

Last time I wasn’t sure
This time I will give you more
I’m more mature
I’ll show you
Last time I didn’t know
I messed up when i let you go
I need you, don’t say no
Lying alone in this room
All that is missing is you
Pick up the phone
Won’t you come home?

[Chorus]
This time I want it all
This time I want it all
Showing you all the cards
Giving you all my heart
This time I’ll take the chance
This time I’ll be your man
I can be all you need
This time is all of me

JOHN LEGEND - THIS TIME

you also can download the song here

I always heart his voice and his song..
very romantic..
:)

owwww..
i get this gorgeous picture also..

wooohoo... what a romantic picture..
♥

agil, come on, do something for me like in the picture please..hehehehe


*enjoy ur weekend guys*

asyik-ke-asyik-an

keasyikan ngeblog..

maunya nge-post mulu..

hahahaahahah ..

kacow deh otak gw~

*malumalu*

(still) miss

hy guys..
how's ur weekend..?
hope it full of joy and fun yaaah :)

i just woke up this morning and find my eyes is swelling..
yeaaaaaaah --"
last night i had a phone call with my boy...

conversation between me and him

plot : saya baru pulang dari resepsi nikah dokter, dia baru pulang karaokean sama teman2 kostnya.

======================================================

me (D) : hey.. udah pulang nyanyi2 sayang?

him (A) : udah, ini udah di kamar lagi..

D : tadi nyanyi apa aja? *nyengir*

A : nyanyi lagunya Tantowi Yahya... *ngakak*

D : haaah???????? *ngakak* buakakakakakakakaka, masak iya siy???? bukan kamu banget deh yank ..

A : jangan salah lho ya...itu lagu bikin aku ingat banget sama papa, sama kamu juga !!

D : wew *wink*. koq bisa...? buakakakakakaakkaka..

A : *sambil nyanyi* pulang joooooooooo... pulang jooooooooooooooo.......

D : hahahahaha..

A : aku kangen kamu yank... *silent*

D : *silent* , mataku mulai berkaca2 (sungguh, aku ngga bisa digituin)

A : ahhhhh....payah nih...udah mo nangis pasti kan (tau banget deh dia, hahahahha).

A : tadi gimana pestanya ? rame ya??

D : iya, tadi di pesta rame banget, ada lagu "Hulondalo Lipu'u" . jadi ingat Gorontalo, jadi pengen nikah juga kayak gitu..

A : *ngakak* BUAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKKAKAK... syndrome kawinan nih..

D : *senyum* hehehe, kita masih lama yaaa kayak gitu ay..?

A : iya, insyaAllah sayang, selesein dulu yaa kuliah kita, banggain orang tua dulu :)..pasti semuanya akan indah pada waktunya :)

D : *silent* *mulai sesengukan*

D : kangen yank.. tiba2 langsung nangis aja.. T_T

D : knp kamu ngga kuliah disini aja sihhh?? knp sih kita LDR-an????? *nangis tambah menjadi2*

A : tuhkaaaaaan..mulai lagi..udah, sabar aja..ngga lama lagi liburan koq. jangan nangis yaa...

D : hiks. *nangis terus* . cuma kangen aja....

A : sabar yaaa sayang :)..

======================================================

yeaah..we are in long distance relationship..
i hate it, really..
:(


sudah hampir 3 tahun belakangan, kita LDR-an, dia di makassar dan saya di manado..
masih sulawesi sih emang, tapi yaaaaaaaaaa...... tetep aja jauuuuuh :(
resiko pacaran kayak gini, tiap hari kangen..... huhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuhu...
*lebay deh..*
udah ahhh,.stop ngomongin relationship yg bikin saya nangis2 tadi malam :(

the other story of last night

i had a photo with the bride.
but not in my cell phone or my friend's cell phone.
it's on the bride's photografer..


happy burst a new life dr. Zainal Ginsu and dr. Lisa Dalie.
hope ur wedding will be happily ever after yaaaaaa ^_^

*smooch*

girls night out :D

wooohoooooooo :D
malam tadi (ceritanya saya skarang lagi nulis jam 2 pagi, ahhahhaha), saya, nova dan citra nyalon (dengan modal nekat karna skarang tanggal tua) di RH salon.
masker rambut, potong poni dan creambath, thats what we did there :D
hahahahhhahaha..

and this is the pictures that we took when we're there :

pacar saya bilang, ini ganjen. wkwkkwkwkwkwkwk

the other girls, nova and citra :D


after that, kita jalan2..mall-ing :))
ini foto2nya :

ayo pose, rambut kita kan udah cakep :D
hehehe...


ckckckckckck..


guest who ???paparazi's did it very well, hahahahaha.. !


ekekekekekekeke :D


citra with her cell phone


masa kecil kenapa nih ? hahahahha


horeeeeeee....rambut pendek --"

~~~

ngga mutu banged yaaaaak :) .

okelah, saya buang ke tong sampah saja, karna ini emang bener2 sampah...ahahahahahhahahah...


p.s : excited, besok bakalan dapet KTP (lagi) ~
heheheeheheh..

disappointed

saya merasa kecewa...

tidak bisa mengajarkan mana yang baik dan mana yang buruk buat adik perempuan saya yang saya sayangi :(


dia berteman dengan barang ini :

dan entahlan dengan siapa dan "apa" lagi dia berteman...
:(



hey girl !!!!




PLEASE, HEAR ME !!!!
>,<

21st

KADRINA RAUF

I WANT to SAY




for


ayeeeeeeeyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish u all the best honey :))

and , this is for u from me :




just take it, and eat it :)

heheheheh...

i know it's unreal..
but u should know...
me, noe, devy, ibonk, indri, hasrul and willy is your real friends forever ♥





really miss u guys :(

nyampah yang berguna untuk orang lain ,hhuahuaha

huuuuuuuuuuuh!
saya nyadar.. akhir-akhir ini saya kurang produktif..
isi postingan saya sampah dengan berbagai mood yang (saya nyadar sekali lagi) itu ngga penting banged --"

okelah..
isi postingan ini harus serius, 2 rius, 3 rius sampe 5 rius (halaaah,apa seeeeh), walopun dari judulnya udah jelas2 isinya sampah, huahahahahahhahahaa :D


i wanna share my 10th favorite songs of this month :D
yeayyyyy !!!!

10. Rihanna - Rude Boy
9. Greenday - 21 guns
8. Various artist - We are the world
7. Edward maya - Stereo love
6. Timbaland - If we ever meet again
5. Lady gaga - Telephone
4. Jason derulo - In my head
3. Justin bieber ft. Kingston - eenie meenie
2. Lady antebellum - Need you now
1. Katon Bagaskara ft. Nugie - Jika bumi bisa bicara

WHAT A SONG !
congratulation for Katon & Nugie :)

lagu tentang bumi dan menjadi soundtrack EARTH HOUR pada awal april lalu..
banyak pesan di dalamnya untuk kita sebagai penghuni bumi :)

and this is the lyrics .

Kering sudah tanah pertiwi
Kubersedih
Angin dingin tiada mengalir
Kuberfikir
Apa yang terjadi
Kucoba dengarkan hati

Jika sang bumi bisa bicara
Kutahu ia akan bertanya
Sampai kapankah kau hanya terima
Tanpa pernah memberi

Kering sudah tanah pertiwi
Kubersedih
Apa yang terjadi
kucoba dengarkan hati


Jika sang bumi bisa bicara
Kutahu ia akan bertanya
Sampai kapankah kau hanya terima
Tanpa pernah beri kembali
Kini saatnya untuk berbuat
memberi apa yang dia butuhkan
Tanah air udara kan bersuka
Hidup harmoni tetap terjaga

you also can download the song in here

hope you enjoy it :)

smooch :*

on project !

saya sedang dalam proyek yang cukup besar.
bantu saya dengan do'a kalian yaaa...
trima kasih banyak :)



*p.s : program apa itu, tunggu saja postingan berikut :D
huehehehehehehe...


oke, BISMILLAH. ya Allah, ridhoi hamba!!!