proposal. it's named proposal.

tarik nafas dulu......................buang pelan2.. (soalnya eyke lagi mules bo). hahahhahahahha...
*lho? knp ngomongin mules? liat saja ini. :D

okay (ayolah serius dewy..............ckckcckkckckckck --" ). langsung saja pada topik malam ini sodara-sodara :)..

besok, ohh, no no no.. 6 jam dari skrg, saya harus menentukan 3 pilihan bagian untuk nyusun proposal nanti.. (yeah, kamu ngga salah baca, tenang aja, mata kamu masih normal --')..
betul sekali sodara-sodara sekalian, bulan depan saya akan mulai berkutat dengan si proposal ini..
huwaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh....(mules lagi >,<) !!!!!!!!!!

sejujur jujurnya, sebenar benarnya, saya blom siap nerima besok, lusa atau bulan depan yang isinya sudah pasti FULL of PROPOSAL... huhuhu, tanya kenapa???? karna eyke berasa masih SMA booo' ! hahhahaha, ngga ding, karna saya rasa, ilmu saya belom banyak (astagfirulloh, kenapa saya se pesimis ini ? )...

saya sdh berkonsultasi (tsaaahh...bahasanya) dengan senior2, sdh ada pencerahan siiiiiiiiy.....dan sampe skarang, sdh ada bbrp bagian yg mendominasi :D...
semoga saya tidak salah pilih Ya ALLAH...
amin...


pesan untuk mama papa (yang pasti sudah tidur, dan tidak tau anaknya skarang *nyaris sinting*) : mama, papa, dewy milih interna, kulit, sama forensik yaa... dewy nda bisa milih pediatri gara2 takut sama dekan(pasti mama bilang, *CUPU* kamu, hahahaha).. papa, maaf, pasti dewy minta duit lagi, *sedih*.


p.s : jangan lupa cuci kaki ,cuci tangan, cuci muka, klo bisa gosok gigi, gosok gigi sebelum tidur.. hahahahahah..
:p

wish me luck epribadi ;)
x.o.x.o

may-day

ugh.......
MAY!!!!

i'm in the middle of MAY already. --"
i hate...

why?

to be continued...

new stuff(s)

hellow everyone... long time no see since my last post , yeay.. ! how's life there? hope anything is OK ;)
actually, there's too much story too tell :)..
okay, i'll start from.........................................................

1) remember this post guys? yup... i said that i really2 want LOMO! and look what i've got now:

lomo diana F+

uyeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!!! :D . i bought it from my classmate, yes, it's a second stuff, but still a new one, my friend said, she just open the cover and never use it. she want a super sampler actually, not diana F+,but her brother was wrong when he bought it in jakarta..so, it's mine already ;)..

2) fyi guys, not easy to get the roll film of this "Diana". in manado, no photos studio have it, so i must buy in the other city. and, thankyu for ricalgi my boyfriend, he bought it @makassar.. heeheeh..
and to day, the package just arrived ..here it is :

yesss!!!! ready to "cekrek" !!!! :D

3) hmmm..last stuff :

this old clasic camera isn't mine. but my friend's stuff. she lend it to me coz she know i love photography.. thankyu sweetheart. :)

okay, just wait for the result yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :))

p.s : sorry about my bad grammar, hhuehehehhe :D

x.o.x.o

BIG HAPPY

HOW EXCITED I AM!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOO.......!
(u'll know why tomorrow)

randomize

enjoy this gorgeous pics, people !

sweet smile :)


u know what the special of this pic? yeayyy..cool right?


the kids is so cute. uugghhh :D


and this? romantic right? i want :(


just like the color. hmm


:), i think u know it

all pics take from here


owkay people, i know what's on ur mind..
maybe "hmm..why she post about this?"
or
"the pics is so cool..so?????"
"awesome, but the pics taken by somebody, not by her.."
*hahahha, poor me*

peeps, i really2 loves photography...
i love to take a picture
i love to see all pictures from photographer's albums
and sometimes i love to be the model, hahahaha
but seriously, i want to be a photographer (sounds freak)
i need this one already
or
this
they're so WOW!!!
huuhuhuhu..
i think, start by now, i should save some money to buy one of them...
owkaay..
BISMILLAH..
*semoga kebeli*

AMIIIIIIN...
:)

. (dot)

dear mr. A

lapie

"si LAPIE" is BACK



uyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyy !!!!!

this time

hula .
i just sit on my bed, and browsing anything that can make my mood better..
and..suddenly, my winamp play this song...

Ran into you yesterday
Memories rushed through my brain
It’s starting to hit me
Now you’re not with me
I realized I made a mistake
I thought that I needed some space
But I just let love go to waste
It’s so crystal clear now
That I need you here now
I gotta get you back today

[Chorus]
This time I want it all
This time I want it all
Showing you all the cards
Giving you all my heart
This time I’ll take the chance
This time I’ll be your man
I can be all you need
This time it's all of me

I hit the bar every night
Looking to score a good time
It’s not like I planed it
i'm left empty handed
I’m still alone in my mind
Now what will it take to feel right
Can I come see you tonight?
Is there someone new now?
What can I do now?
Cuz I need you back by my side


[Chorus]
This time I want it all
This time I want it all
Showing you all the cards
Giving you all my heart
This time I’ll take the chance
This time I’ll be a man
I can be all you need
This time is all of me

Last time I wasn’t sure
This time I will give you more
I’m more mature
I’ll show you
Last time I didn’t know
I messed up when i let you go
I need you, don’t say no
Lying alone in this room
All that is missing is you
Pick up the phone
Won’t you come home?

[Chorus]
This time I want it all
This time I want it all
Showing you all the cards
Giving you all my heart
This time I’ll take the chance
This time I’ll be your man
I can be all you need
This time is all of me

JOHN LEGEND - THIS TIME

you also can download the song here

I always heart his voice and his song..
very romantic..
:)

owwww..
i get this gorgeous picture also..

wooohoo... what a romantic picture..
♥

agil, come on, do something for me like in the picture please..hehehehe


*enjoy ur weekend guys*

asyik-ke-asyik-an

keasyikan ngeblog..

maunya nge-post mulu..

hahahaahahah ..

kacow deh otak gw~

*malumalu*

(still) miss

hy guys..
how's ur weekend..?
hope it full of joy and fun yaaah :)

i just woke up this morning and find my eyes is swelling..
yeaaaaaaah --"
last night i had a phone call with my boy...

conversation between me and him

plot : saya baru pulang dari resepsi nikah dokter, dia baru pulang karaokean sama teman2 kostnya.

======================================================

me (D) : hey.. udah pulang nyanyi2 sayang?

him (A) : udah, ini udah di kamar lagi..

D : tadi nyanyi apa aja? *nyengir*

A : nyanyi lagunya Tantowi Yahya... *ngakak*

D : haaah???????? *ngakak* buakakakakakakakaka, masak iya siy???? bukan kamu banget deh yank ..

A : jangan salah lho ya...itu lagu bikin aku ingat banget sama papa, sama kamu juga !!

D : wew *wink*. koq bisa...? buakakakakakaakkaka..

A : *sambil nyanyi* pulang joooooooooo... pulang jooooooooooooooo.......

D : hahahahaha..

A : aku kangen kamu yank... *silent*

D : *silent* , mataku mulai berkaca2 (sungguh, aku ngga bisa digituin)

A : ahhhhh....payah nih...udah mo nangis pasti kan (tau banget deh dia, hahahahha).

A : tadi gimana pestanya ? rame ya??

D : iya, tadi di pesta rame banget, ada lagu "Hulondalo Lipu'u" . jadi ingat Gorontalo, jadi pengen nikah juga kayak gitu..

A : *ngakak* BUAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKKAKAK... syndrome kawinan nih..

D : *senyum* hehehe, kita masih lama yaaa kayak gitu ay..?

A : iya, insyaAllah sayang, selesein dulu yaa kuliah kita, banggain orang tua dulu :)..pasti semuanya akan indah pada waktunya :)

D : *silent* *mulai sesengukan*

D : kangen yank.. tiba2 langsung nangis aja.. T_T

D : knp kamu ngga kuliah disini aja sihhh?? knp sih kita LDR-an????? *nangis tambah menjadi2*

A : tuhkaaaaaan..mulai lagi..udah, sabar aja..ngga lama lagi liburan koq. jangan nangis yaa...

D : hiks. *nangis terus* . cuma kangen aja....

A : sabar yaaa sayang :)..

======================================================

yeaah..we are in long distance relationship..
i hate it, really..
:(


sudah hampir 3 tahun belakangan, kita LDR-an, dia di makassar dan saya di manado..
masih sulawesi sih emang, tapi yaaaaaaaaaa...... tetep aja jauuuuuh :(
resiko pacaran kayak gini, tiap hari kangen..... huhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuhu...
*lebay deh..*
udah ahhh,.stop ngomongin relationship yg bikin saya nangis2 tadi malam :(

the other story of last night

i had a photo with the bride.
but not in my cell phone or my friend's cell phone.
it's on the bride's photografer..


happy burst a new life dr. Zainal Ginsu and dr. Lisa Dalie.
hope ur wedding will be happily ever after yaaaaaa ^_^

*smooch*

girls night out :D

wooohoooooooo :D
malam tadi (ceritanya saya skarang lagi nulis jam 2 pagi, ahhahhaha), saya, nova dan citra nyalon (dengan modal nekat karna skarang tanggal tua) di RH salon.
masker rambut, potong poni dan creambath, thats what we did there :D
hahahahhhahaha..

and this is the pictures that we took when we're there :

pacar saya bilang, ini ganjen. wkwkkwkwkwkwkwk

the other girls, nova and citra :D


after that, kita jalan2..mall-ing :))
ini foto2nya :

ayo pose, rambut kita kan udah cakep :D
hehehe...


ckckckckckck..


guest who ???paparazi's did it very well, hahahahaha.. !


ekekekekekekeke :D


citra with her cell phone


masa kecil kenapa nih ? hahahahha


horeeeeeee....rambut pendek --"

~~~

ngga mutu banged yaaaaak :) .

okelah, saya buang ke tong sampah saja, karna ini emang bener2 sampah...ahahahahahhahahah...


p.s : excited, besok bakalan dapet KTP (lagi) ~
heheheeheheh..

disappointed

saya merasa kecewa...

tidak bisa mengajarkan mana yang baik dan mana yang buruk buat adik perempuan saya yang saya sayangi :(


dia berteman dengan barang ini :

dan entahlan dengan siapa dan "apa" lagi dia berteman...
:(



hey girl !!!!




PLEASE, HEAR ME !!!!
>,<

21st

KADRINA RAUF

I WANT to SAY




for


ayeeeeeeeyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish u all the best honey :))

and , this is for u from me :




just take it, and eat it :)

heheheheh...

i know it's unreal..
but u should know...
me, noe, devy, ibonk, indri, hasrul and willy is your real friends forever ♥





really miss u guys :(

nyampah yang berguna untuk orang lain ,hhuahuaha

huuuuuuuuuuuh!
saya nyadar.. akhir-akhir ini saya kurang produktif..
isi postingan saya sampah dengan berbagai mood yang (saya nyadar sekali lagi) itu ngga penting banged --"

okelah..
isi postingan ini harus serius, 2 rius, 3 rius sampe 5 rius (halaaah,apa seeeeh), walopun dari judulnya udah jelas2 isinya sampah, huahahahahahhahahaa :D


i wanna share my 10th favorite songs of this month :D
yeayyyyy !!!!

10. Rihanna - Rude Boy
9. Greenday - 21 guns
8. Various artist - We are the world
7. Edward maya - Stereo love
6. Timbaland - If we ever meet again
5. Lady gaga - Telephone
4. Jason derulo - In my head
3. Justin bieber ft. Kingston - eenie meenie
2. Lady antebellum - Need you now
1. Katon Bagaskara ft. Nugie - Jika bumi bisa bicara

WHAT A SONG !
congratulation for Katon & Nugie :)

lagu tentang bumi dan menjadi soundtrack EARTH HOUR pada awal april lalu..
banyak pesan di dalamnya untuk kita sebagai penghuni bumi :)

and this is the lyrics .

Kering sudah tanah pertiwi
Kubersedih
Angin dingin tiada mengalir
Kuberfikir
Apa yang terjadi
Kucoba dengarkan hati

Jika sang bumi bisa bicara
Kutahu ia akan bertanya
Sampai kapankah kau hanya terima
Tanpa pernah memberi

Kering sudah tanah pertiwi
Kubersedih
Apa yang terjadi
kucoba dengarkan hati


Jika sang bumi bisa bicara
Kutahu ia akan bertanya
Sampai kapankah kau hanya terima
Tanpa pernah beri kembali
Kini saatnya untuk berbuat
memberi apa yang dia butuhkan
Tanah air udara kan bersuka
Hidup harmoni tetap terjaga

you also can download the song in here

hope you enjoy it :)

smooch :*

on project !

saya sedang dalam proyek yang cukup besar.
bantu saya dengan do'a kalian yaaa...
trima kasih banyak :)



*p.s : program apa itu, tunggu saja postingan berikut :D
huehehehehehehe...


oke, BISMILLAH. ya Allah, ridhoi hamba!!!

. (part II)

i'm in a bad mood !

I HATE !!!
(actually i don't know why >,<)

p.s : i'm sorry if this post isn't important for you guys.. huffft @.@

good night and sleep tight...

zzzzZZzzzZZZZzzzzZz.....

.

grandpa

what do u feel if u losing people who loves u and u love him(her) too?
so sad, right?

huufttttt.
i want to share this sad story...
about my grandpa...


saya sudah kehilangan kakek (saya biasa menyebut kakek dengan panggilan opa), entah itu opa dari ibu dan opa dari bapak.. mereka dipanggil sama Allah sejak saya belom lahir ke dunia..
*tragis sekali.... T_T


saya masih ingat, waktu kecil dulu, saya suka bertanya sama ibu...
opa dimana?
ibu bilang...opa sudah di surga dengan Tuhan..
*semoga Tuhan menjaga opa dengan baik :)

sampe 20 tahun saya hidup disini, saya ngga pernah ngerasain gimana punya opa, disayang opa, becanda dengan opa, dikasi duit sama opa, melihat uban-uban opa, melihat senyum opa, apalagi membuat opa bangga. saya hanya bisa liat pusara mereka, membacakan doa tulus saya untuk mereka disana, skali lagi semoga Tuhan menjaga mereka dengan baik..terima kasih ya Tuhanku :(..
*maaf saya nangis...
hiks..

...and the little girl is crying because she miss her grandfather so much...

skarang saya tinggal punya oma, oma mamanya mama..
oma mamanya papa sudah nyusul sama opa, saya yakin mereka pasti ketemu disurga, karna Tuhan sayang sama mereka..
:)


malam ini saya kirim AL-FATIHAH buat oma dan opa :)

Bismillâhirrahmânirrahîm...
Alhamdulillâhi Rabbil ‘Âlamîn.
Arrahmânirrahîm.
Mâliki Yawmiddîn.
Iyyâka Na’budu...
wa Iyyâka Nasta’în.
Ihdinas-Shirâthal Mustaqîm.
Shirâthalladzîna An’amta ‘Alayhim Ghoyril-Maghdhûbi ‘Alayhim walâdh-Dhôllîn.
AMIIIIIIIIIN.......


saya sayang kalian..

ur grand daughter,
dewy...

bahagialah kalian yang masih bisa bercanda dengan kakek...
jaga dan sayangi beliau...

...and the life is

Life is a waste of time and time is a waste of life.

So get wasted all the time and have the time of your life.

*hope u enjoy your life guys...


with love,
dewy

things on my mind now

lagi di kamar kostan, sendirian...
jam 10 malam lewat banyak..
ada lagunya DNA - Bintang Jatuh..
lampu kamar sengaja dimatiin..

maunya merenung..
tapi takut kesambet *bbuakakakakakak (--"..
menulis status di facebook : "saya rindu ibu-bapak. :( "

iya..
saya hanya bosan liat wajah ibu bapak lewat foto..
saya pengen ketemu :(
*sedih.

terakhir mereka tlp, 2 jam lalu..
katanya mereka lg jalan ber2..
semoga mereka lagi pacaran..
:)

♥ u both
thankyu ya Rabb for sent me an angels who always save me on their hug..

winamp mode random..
dan skarang lagunya MOCCA - Hanya Satu..
kenapa bisa pas sekali?
:)

Hanya satu pintaku
tuk memandang langit biru
dalam dekap seorang ibu
hanya satu pintaku
tuk bercanda dan tertawa
di pangkuan seorang ayah

apa bila ini
hanya sebuah mimpi
ku selalu berharap
dan tak pernah terbangun
hanya satu pintaku
tuk memandang langit biru
di pangkuan ayah dan ibu

*hanya satu pintaku
tuk memandang langit biru
dalam pangkuan ayah dan ibu

saya rindu ibu-bapak.
:(

ur sweet daughter.
dewy

p.s : saya menghabiskan Butte Cake Choco dan Mushrome Pizza malam ini. itu salah satu terapi untuk mengatasi keBTan, tapi sayangnya punya efek samping rindu yang membuncah sama ibu dan bapak. hahahaha :D

*happy long weekend anyway..